{"id":1141,"date":"2020-12-14T15:16:32","date_gmt":"2020-12-14T15:16:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/?p=1141"},"modified":"2020-12-14T15:16:32","modified_gmt":"2020-12-14T15:16:32","slug":"lilakod-volt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/?p=1141","title":{"rendered":"Lilak\u00f6d volt&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><iframe title=\"Kiss Vikt\u00f3ria: Lilako\u0308d volt\" width=\"1333\" height=\"1000\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/zyBlOiuXOhY?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Lilak\u00f6d volt,<\/p>\n<p>de benne volt a f\u00e9l \u00e9letem.<\/p>\n<p>Ha elmes\u00e9lhetn\u00e9m, hogy mit jelentett nekem&#8230;!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c9veket, mikor megbetegedett a l\u00e9lek,<\/p>\n<p>de a hit \u00e1ltal kitartott&#8230;csak n\u00e9ha visszar\u00e9ved&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ill\u00fazi\u00f3kra \u00e9p\u00fclt fellegv\u00e1rak d\u0151ltek romba,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9s az \u00e9bred\u00e9s f\u00e1jt a legjobban, mint egy k\u00ednz\u00f3kamra.<\/p>\n<p>Testtelen j\u00e1rt bennem, teljesen fel\u0151r\u00f6lt mindent.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00edg kinn tombolt a kacaj, k\u00e9nyszer sz\u00fclte naivit\u00e1s itt bent.<\/p>\n<p>Hisz b\u00e1rmit l\u00e1ttam volna, de nem akartam l\u00e1tni,<\/p>\n<p>csak azt az elk\u00e9pzelt vil\u00e1got v\u00e1gytam meg\u00e9lni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Emberek \u00f6nt\u00f6ttek m\u00e9rget bel\u00e9m. Ittam azokat b\u0151szen&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Elm\u00fal\u00f3 \u00edg\u00e9retek nyom\u00e1n a saj\u00e1t temet\u00e9sem ny\u00f6gtem.<\/p>\n<p>Mert ki elhiszi, hogy m\u00e1s \u00e1ltal \u00edt\u00e9ltetik,<\/p>\n<p>mag\u00e1t is sebesen kiv\u00e9gzi; elv\u00e9reztetik.<\/p>\n<p><em>&#8230;P\u00f6ty\u00f6gtem klaviat\u00far\u00e1j\u00e1t,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>j\u00e1rtam k\u00f6zben a hal\u00e1ltus\u00e1t.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>De \u00e9ltem, \u00e9ltem&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>F\u00e9l sz\u00edvvel, l\u00e9lekkel,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00e1br\u00e1ndokkal, rem\u00e9nnyel&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Mosolyogtam akkor is, mikor senki nem l\u00e1tott,<\/p>\n<p>mert tudtam, minden k\u00f6nny megv\u00e1lt s megv\u00e1ltott.<\/p>\n<p>Legal\u00e1bb becs\u00fcletem maradt, ha meg is t\u00f6rtem,<\/p>\n<p>csak a lelkemet adtam, testem nem volt hozz\u00e1m h\u0171tlen.<\/p>\n<p><em>Lilak\u00f6d volt,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>szerettem mindenek felett.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Csak egy g\u00e9p volt,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>de lelket \u00f6nt\u00f6tt bel\u00e9m,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>megnevettetett&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Egy\u00fctt is s\u00edrtunk, ha helye volt a k\u00f6nnynek,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9s megsz\u00fclettek mes\u00e9k, t\u00f6rt\u00e9netek, k\u00f6nyvek&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hajtott a sz\u00edv, \u00e9ltetett a l\u00e9lek,<\/p>\n<p>testem v\u00e9ns\u00e9ges f\u00e1jdalmai \u00e1m \u00e9ltek&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>De \u00edrtam, \u00edrtam, amilyen \u00e9rz\u00e9sekkel csak tudtam,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9s t\u00fal\u00e9ltem, itt vagyok, eldobtam a m\u00faltam.<\/p>\n<p><em>Lilak\u00f6d volt,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>benne volt a f\u00e9l \u00e9letem.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>De most m\u00e1r elhiszem, hogyha a m\u00falt is kopogtat,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>csenget a jelen&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Kiss Vikt\u00f3ria<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; Lilak\u00f6d volt, de benne volt a f\u00e9l \u00e9letem. 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