\u00c9des nesz hemzseg a tudatomban,<\/p>\n
mint h\u00e9tk\u00f6znapi h\u0151s kutakodtam.<\/p>\n
Azt hittem, megtal\u00e1llak k\u00f6nnyen,<\/p>\n
ahogy a m\u00fal\u00f3 ny\u00e1r az \u0151szbe sz\u00f6kken.<\/p>\n
Im\u00e1kkal k\u00e9rtelek, mint f\u00e9nyt a s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9gbe,<\/p>\n
de Isten most m\u00e1st k\u00edv\u00e1nt fut\u00f3 \u00e9letembe.<\/p>\n
\u00c1rnyakkal t\u00e1ncolok, k\u00f6nnyeimmel b\u00f3dulok,<\/p>\n
s \u00fcres lelkemmel t\u00e9rdre borulva koldulok.<\/p>\n
Olyan ez, mint amikor \u00e9desanya \u00e9s gyermek,<\/p>\n
\u00e1ldott kapcsolatban \u00e9p\u00edtett bizalmas k\u00f6tel\u00e9kek.<\/p>\n
H\u0171 vagyok Hozz\u00e1d, ha kiejtik a nevedet,<\/p>\n
pedig semmibe teng a k\u00f6z\u00f6s szeretet.<\/p>\n
Egy ir\u00e1nyba fordul az \u00f3ra, falak \u00e9s zaj,<\/p>\n
monotonit\u00e1s, naivit\u00e1s \u00e9s halk moraj.<\/p>\n
Mintha sz\u00f3l\u00edtan\u00e1l, de nincs k\u00f6z\u00f6s nevez\u0151.<\/p>\n
K\u00e9pzelgek, b\u00e1r nem l\u00e9tezel; tudatos\u00edtja az id\u0151.<\/p>\n
Feln\u00e9zek k\u00f6zben Messengerre, a Face-re,<\/p>\n
l\u00e1ttad, de nem \u00e9rkezett v\u00e1lasz az \u00fczenetemre.<\/p>\n
N\u00e9ha m\u00e9g fut\u00f3 pillant\u00e1st vetek a monitorra,<\/p>\n
azt\u00e1n r\u00e1d\u00f6bbenek, nem tal\u00e1llak, hi\u00e1ba l\u00e1tlak online m\u00f3dba.<\/p>\n
A z\u00f6ld p\u00f6tty a beceneved mellett semmitmond\u00f3an villog,<\/p>\n
\u00e9n adtam szikr\u00e1t a t\u0171znek. A csendt\u0151l teljesen megbolondulok.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9gis \u00e9des nesz hemzseg a tudatomban,<\/p>\n
ahogy ig\u00e9z\u0151 verset \u00edrok Neked a OneNote-omban.<\/p>\n
Isten ennek ellen\u00e9re m\u00e1sra adja \u00e1ld\u00e1s\u00e1t az \u00e9letemben,<\/p>\n
m\u00e9gsem felejtem el, hogy Veled egy\u00fctt, egyszer l\u00e9teztem.<\/p>\n
Egy ir\u00e1nyba fordul az \u00f3ra, falak \u00e9s zaj,<\/p>\n
monotonit\u00e1s, naivit\u00e1s \u00e9s halk moraj.<\/p>\n
Mintha sz\u00f3l\u00edtan\u00e1l, de nincs k\u00f6z\u00f6s nevez\u0151.<\/p>\n
K\u00e9pzelgek, b\u00e1r nem l\u00e9tezel; tudatos\u00edtja az id\u0151.<\/p>\n
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Kiss Vikt\u00f3ria<\/p>\n
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\u00c9des nesz hemzseg a tudatomban, mint h\u00e9tk\u00f6znapi h\u0151s kutakodtam. Azt hittem, megtal\u00e1llak k\u00f6nnyen, ahogy a m\u00fal\u00f3 ny\u00e1r az \u0151szbe sz\u00f6kken. Im\u00e1kkal k\u00e9rtelek, mint f\u00e9nyt a s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9gbe, de Isten most m\u00e1st k\u00edv\u00e1nt fut\u00f3 \u00e9letembe. \u00c1rnyakkal t\u00e1ncolok, k\u00f6nnyeimmel b\u00f3dulok, s \u00fcres lelkemmel …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1019,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[51],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1018","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-verseim"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1018"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1018"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1018"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kavevarazsigek.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1018"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}